Assalamualaikum WBT 14/5 Tuesday
Its been a really long time since i left Mr.Diary. More than a year i guess. Actually, i ve wrote somewhere and save in the laptop. But then, i decided to post it here because i want to do so. There was a date for every moment and the last one i could not able to finish my stories and now i forgot already.
I should help him. Why
do I refuse to help him? WHY? WHY? WHY? Whoaaa. Feel so guilty with what have I
done. Suddenly I think about my eldest brother? What if someone refuse to help
him? Just the same way with what I did. Sorry brother because I am unintended
to do that to you. I just feel scared to both supervisors in the room behind
you. I scared if they get angry with me. SO SORRY. This is my promise: I will
help anyone in need. IN SHAA ALLAH
We would never know the
real we are until HE test us. This is what I feel right now, ‘the hurt feeling’
even though I was the one who refuse to help him.
A few minutes later, he
came back with his beauty wife and handsome boy. I feel so relieved and ashamed
because of my bad attitude. I hope this is the last bad attitude that I will
show to people. O Allah The Almighty please gives me spirit and motivation to
change. Ameen.
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