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Its been a while since I last updating my post here. Actually, I have so many stories to write but I don't know how to express it. Just like my title above. Dot dot dot.

Working and Studying.

I never dream to have both at the same time. When I went through the journey, I know how miserable it is. So stress, so tired, so hated, so bored and everything la.

To get something good isn't an easy way. You have to climb, crawl and run to achieve it (metaphor).

I believe in myself that I can face it because somehow I love doing so. No matter how stress you are, you just need to plant it in your heart. 

Once you give up, it is better to walk away. There must be something good and fresh await for you, instead of you stay in the same position.

I think I need to write more to polish my writing skill. It is never an easy job to pass through all the papers.

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Do i feel regret?

I just want to write something here. Its been a while since I left this blog. Its not that Im super busy, but I just dont feel to update anything.

Here the story of my life. Currently, I am pursuing ACCA. I have pass P1 paper on December 2015 sitting. Alhamdulillah. Supposedly, I should take P3 paper on June 2016, however, due to some bad circumstances, the sponsor has deferred all of us to September 2016. In less than 10 days, I will be seating in the exam hall.

At first, I am confident and really excited to go through this journey. I keen to move myself to another level up. I want to make my parents proud of me. I want to prove to others that I can do it. But now, I feel the motivation has fly away. Suddenly, I feel regret about my decision. Why did I took this paper at first place? I have no life. Working in audit industry some more. I work like totally crazy people. During weekend need to attend the classes, study.

All I want now is REST. My mind, body is tired already.

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